Hello Lady`s and Gent`s, This is my story so you can understand a little about me, and help me to understand myself better. I knew I was different as a lad but not in the normal way, (for tv`s). I never got on with lads and hated football, cars etc,   and yet found myself playing rugby and doing extreme activities. I joined the Royal Navy in 1979 at the age of 17 and married at 21. Whilst at sea I read Men only magazines. And loved those stories discussing the issue of cross-dressing. And have always enjoyed looking at the image of a glamorous well made up sophisticated woman wearing lovely high heel`s. When back from sea I tried on some of my wifes lingerie and shoes and that was how I knew. It stayed like that really, The ships I served on would go away,  4- 5 -6 months, We would get back to base port, go on leave and do the family things, visit parents,  in laws etc. So being back in the UK for say 6 weeks, I might not get the opportunity to put on some shoes and pants , but that did not worry me. In 1998 I had a job in Wales,and lived away from my wife and children during the week, and it was then I bought my first dress, My wardrobe got bigger and was mostly gowns, but I did not dress much, the house I lived in was shared by 2 other service men. I went back to sea and the cycle described earlier continued. Whilst that ship was in base port, I would rush home on the day I had planned to dress, sometimes disappointed because my wife had changed her plans,or the children did not go to school, but if the plan worked the hour of dressing I grabbed was wonderful. I would go up the loft bring all my clothes down and try on 4 or 5 gowns, until I found the dress I liked and would normally end by satisfying myself sexually. THEN ALL OUR LIVES CHANGED I was serving on a warship in Turkish waters, prior to going on to the Suez canal, and the World trade centre came down, We were all shocked and felt helpless on the ship,  we knew we were safe with our radar and weapons systems, but the people I had spent 23 years protecting from aggressive nations,would never be safe again. I hated living a lie, all those family's that lost someone that day had issues, some in the open some secret, they woke up that day and never got to say good bye. We arrived back after the Afghanistan situation, and I did not love my wife any more, I knew I was living a lie staying for the wrong reasons, but had to know that if I left, that all routes had been explored to salvage us, In November 2002, I Went to wales for a week and took a bag, and dressed every night after work, and took my first pictures, When I got back home my wife and I had an argument and she said, " I bet you had a great time in Wales" I replied yes, but you would not guess why, we arranged to discuss it when the children went to bed. I showed her a picture I had taken of me in a pair of her high heels(only the feet) then another a little higher until it dawned on her it was me, I showed her all the pictures of me, and the pictures I had downloaded from the inter-net, we talked until the following morning, She wanted to see my clothes and that day I got them down and we went through it all. She asked which was my favorite and she picked hers, the following night she asked me to dress for her. The night after that, we dressed again and my wife applied  a face to me. I put on my hair and looked in the mirror and saw this lady looking back at me. We spent the next year closer than we had been for years, My wife did not know what to call me and we came up with the name Fiona,,,,,, Floyd is from the group Pink Floyd (my favorite).We had a small ceremony between us to bring each other together, but still our marriage was not right. I spent the year 2003 working at what to do, trying to prevent leaving but it became to difficult. So I left my home, family and wife in November 2003. I moved onto the shore base where I worked, and made contact with the MAYFLOWER Group in the Southampton area of the UK. 2 days after leaving home I met my first friends in our world, at a pub in Chichester. Fiona was Born in the real world And I have not looked back since. All credit to what you see in my pictures must go to my ex wife, without the year we spent together dressing and her showing me how to makeup, I would not be public. Thank-you! To the only woman I have EVER loved, My wife of 20 years. She often asked if I ever had another woman, and I can say hand on heart, I never even kissed another woman in all my years away in the Royal Navy. But I did have another woman, it was Fiona. I left the Royal Navy in April 2004, and was encouraged to set up a dressing , and make-over service for our community by TV friends of mine, I started doing that in August 2004, one day after having a visitor,  I went into Gosport, Hampshire, Where I live and met Kerry`s Mum, I was dressed as Fiona and she told me about her Son, who had just been getting over a traumatic moment in his life and could I maybe give him some guidance on TV/TS issues, I said I was not in any position too, but if he wanted a chat then get him to contact me, 10 days later Kerry phoned me, Kerry will tell you the rest in her biography.    I only ever dress to my best ability, and only if I have a reason, ie, going out or taking some pictures, I owe Fiona the best I can do for her. Fiona Floyd T.V. Kerry Floyd T.S. Hi girl`s this is my story so far, I was 14 years old, School was pretty hard for me,  I realised that I was different to the other boys because I found being with my female friends much better than having  male friends, The way I was, meant I  had so much more in common with the girls, the way I behaved , conducted myself and the way I looked. As The years went on I knew that I fancied  men, and I  understood in my mind that I was more female than male and that I preferred men as a woman would, My circumstances became known in school and was interpreted as my being Gay. I had a couple of boyfriends at school, they were the normal 1st love relationships. I left school at 16, Moved in and out of employment, until I found my feet, a job that suited my personality and passion about being with people, helping them to have a good time whilst doing a rewarding job, I worked in a public house In Fareham, Hampshire. I was promoted to supervisor and that made me feel  so much better about myself. My life was moving on at long last. I meet a man whilst at work, we chatted, took things step by step, which developed into a relationship and we moved in together, as time went by things deteriorated badly and I left him after 18 months. In the summer of 2004 I started college in Gosport and I really enjoyed it,  My life became harder (outside of the college,) I experienced some very traumatic events, which affected me badly, and was of grave concern to my family and Friends, I was picking my self up with help from all the people that cared about me, and professional organisations, when my Mum told me she had met someone called Fiona in town who was a transvestite, Mum gave me Fiona`s phone number and I said That I may call her. Thinking and deciding about it, 10 days later I phoned her. She came to meet me and we chatted for 2 or 3 hours and arranged to meet again, after the 2nd chat,  We arranged for me to go for a photo shoot, which was great , I saw myself really for the first time as a full woman, and I liked what I saw, as the weeks went by my Feelings for Fiona became stronger, I kept them from her, then I summoned the courage to ask her if she liked me the way I liked her, she replied "yes" she did , but was also keeping her feelings secret as she had concerns over our age difference and what family and friends on both sides would say, I told her our age difference does not matter, that It was me that wanted to go out with her, not anyone else,  they will just have to get used to it, After a couple of days Fiona and I started our relationship, a few weeks later I became involved more in the dressing service, and  a couple of months later we became joint partners in our dressing service, "Born Beautiful " 0795 161 5590     Since meeting Fiona, my life is happier, full of adventures, I have made  friends in the TV & TS world, I know who I am, what I want, and where I am going. Kerry Floyd T.S.